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The Prophet (Chapter 4)

// March 26th, 2009 // 2 Comments » // My Novel

Brad

“You know this beat never gets old!” Brad grinned at Fred
“Whats not to like?” Fred countered familiarly
“ahh the beach… the bums… the sidewalk performers… ” Brad continued
“the occasional purse snatching” Fred interjected
“Speaking of…” Brad looked at Fred comically, ” What happened to Mrs. Callahans purse last week?”
Fred grinned “Sam stole it again! I guess he just can’t get it through his head that stealing a purse is not the way to a womans heart! besides she’s married!
Brad shook his head in mock sympathy. “but she won’t press charges… people are strange… like I said… it never gets old!”
Brad stopped. Suddenly his radio was going crazy with chatter. Accident…corner of 6th and main.. pedestrian involved… He looked at Fred…
“This sounds bad… we better go help.” He turned the key in the squad car and whipped out on to 6th avenue… in the distance he could see a crowd gathering…


Vivian

Vivian sat on the steps of her apartment, it was a nice summer day so she was enjoying the sunshine. With her toe she pried at a loose stone in the concrete slab. Her two children Tabitha and Jeremy were skipping around in the small patch of grass that she called her “backyard”. Things seemed to be getting better, Carlos had finally settled down at the printshop and had kept his job for more than a year. They had finally scraped enough money together to buy a decent car so that he could drive to work rather than ride his bike. Yes, things were definitely looking better. The phone was ringing so she grudgingly got up to answer.

“Hello?” The minute she heard Olivia’s voice on the other end she knew something was wrong…

“Olivia! what happened? What’s going on? where’s Carlos?…. An accident?”

Vivian’s knees buckled…

“no!.. no!.. is he ok? Olivia! oh!… this can’t be happening!”

Vivian clutched at the phone trying to make sense of Olivia’s panicked disjointed babbling.

“Olivia! I am headed there now ok? just wait for me there!”

Vivian slowly put the phone down still hearing Olivia crying as she placed it on the reciever. Her mind was reeling as she attempted to put everything together… but nothing made sense… everything was in slow motion…

“ok no car so I am not going anywhere… I will call Micah.”

she picked the phone up and dialed Micah’s cellphone. After a few rings a strange voice answered.

“Hello?” … not Micahs voice..

“Yes is Micah there?”

“Excuse me Micah?” the voice questioned.

“Yes.. Yes! Micah!”

“Um, Maam, Mr. Micah is occupied at the moment… he is being detained… he will have to get back with you later”

“what?” Vivian was really worried and confused now. “who is this?”

“Maam, my name is Brad, Officer Bradley Morris, and this is really not a good time.. can you please call back later… thank you maam… good bye.

“wait wait wait!!” Vivian shouted into the phone… but the line went dead.

Vivian feverishly dialed the number again… and again… and again… each time it went straight to Micah’s voicemail.. She was absolutely terrified and had no idea what was going on… she did the only thing she could. She gathered the children and started the hour long walk to the print shop… shaking, terrified and completely confused.

Mack

Mack leaned back in his desk chair, he was feeling pretty good… “its only five oclock and I have made the week already!” He was definitely enjoying being on his own as an independent consultant for developing small businesses.
He was particularly in a good mood because of an interesting conversation he had with Carlos this morning. Carlos had been talking to a coworker about Jesus and seemed to be making some headway. He had met Carlos when he sold his beat up Mazda to Carlos for five hundred dollars, they had similar interests and soon became friends. Mack couldn’t put his finger on it but for some reason he really liked Carlos and every time they talked he felt a rush of excitement that he hadn’t felt for years! He had even pulled out his bible and started reading it. Mack looked up at his theology degree still hung on the wall… maybe… just maybe…

Abel
Abel stood up… “Man there is nothin better than a good ole fat juicy burger!… an that was a FAT JUICY! BURGER!” he loosened his belt a notch and re-situated his trucker hat. He walked over to the soda fountain to top off his drink. It was almost time for him to catch up with micah so they could catch an action movie at the Imax theater. He flipped open his cell phone and hit the speed dial… “hmm. voicemail?… guess he is on the phone… Ha! good time to leave a dumb message!”
Abel readied himself for the beep… “Hey! what the heck are you doin skinny?! I’m at the box office and they have two tickets left! do you want me to get yours?…. OOOOHH tooo bad! they just sold em! well I guess I have to watch the movie alone! well call me back brother!…. lata!” he flipped the phone closed obviously pleased with himself at his masterpiece message… and confident that Micah would call back immediately to pitch a fit.

20 minutes pass and Abel is starts to get worried.. Micah is never a flake when It came to a good action movie. And… he always returns his calls! Abel looks down the street for Micah’s car once more… “dang it! Micah is gonna make me miss this movie!” he mutters under his breath. Finally the phone rings… “Mom? thats wierd! she never calls me… ” he mutters as he looks at the caller ID… he hits the answer button.
“Hey mom…what?..Micah’s in the hospital?..what happened?..he got in a fight?… why? he got arrested!? what the heck is going on?! ok… ok …ok …what hospital? ok… got it … heading there now…you guys are coming here? ok… it’s probably not that bad… just a misunderstanding…. or something….Tampa is probably the best… it is still a two hour drive… but the easiest to get a flight… Ok…ok I’m waiting… … alright flight 645 out of Dallas… got it.. ok .. YES! I wrote it down! ok mom… I am going…. Love you too… I will… ok.. MOM! ok …. love you too… bye.

Abel started towards the car… “I guess I oughta call Gabriel.. ” he hit the speed dial…

“Gabriel…hey you busy man?…hey micah was in a fight…micah!… man it’s Abel!…yeah micah is in the hospital.. Mid-City… yea.. alright I will see you there.. hey… thanks for coming man.. .ok alright.. later.”

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Thanks for reading.

Jason Carroll

Jason the bald guy
jasonthebaldguy.com

Tags: Art, brother, Faith, friends, hell, jesus, Love, Mac, novel, sin, sun, The Prophet, theology

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The Prophet (Chapter 3)

// February 28th, 2009 // 2 Comments » // My Novel

Someone is talking… ah I wish they would shut up!…. oh their voice is annoying…blah bla blah blah blah… Micah sighed and started to roll over… ahh! ok… bad pain left arm for some reason! what is up with that arm? can’t move it…probably should look down to see… uh.. hold on… can’t seem to open my eyes! what is going on? come on eyes open!… ok a little flutter.. why is everything so hard? I feel like I am dreaming! man I am thirsty.. where am I at anyway? and who will not stop talking?

Abel was sprawled out in the hospital chair, trucker cap draped over his face. he had just about watched enough infomercials to make him go completely insane. Under the hat he waggled his face and mocked the sales people… “this deal is a one of a kind! and we only have 100 left… call now and buy three and we will double your order!.. blah bla blah blah blah…

Abel noticed some motion from micah and jumped up… “hey buddy! How you feeling? That was a pretty nasty crack you got on your noggin man! You really oughta think twice about arguing with the police.. haven’t you ever watched COPS? you always lose man… always! “

“Shut up Abel, let him wake up!” a slim girl hurried forward and pushed Abel back… “hey…micah..its me Katie ” she whispered… “can I get you anything?”

Micah strained to just get one eye open… why was everything so hard? he tried to speak but his tongue felt like a big dried apricot, and was about as useful for speaking. He managed a lame.. “wha icc com ong”

“just take your time sweetie… no rush…” Kate reassured him as she brought a cup of water to his mouth.

Micah slurped a few sips and laid back. The tongue seemed to be coming back online slowly and he tried again… “what is going on…. where am I?”

“well what is going on… you are waking up from a bad concussion… and.. you are in the hospital.” replied the Kate softly. “

Micah nodded… for now he would have to take her word for it… cause his head definitely hurt like he had a concussion. Still.. it seemed she was very vague in her answers to him. He tried to step backwards and remember how he ended up in this shape… ok.. woke up… went to work… did anything happen at work? no.. just a wierd arguement with carlos… CARLOS! it all came rushing back to him in an instant. and he sat straight up.

Kate quickly grabbed his shoulders ” Abel get over here! NOW! Micah… its ok sweetie… just relax…”

Micah was rigid and panicked “Carlos… ” he weakly begged… “is Carlos ok?”

Abel came around to the other side of the hospital bed and put his arm around Micah… no buddy… I’m sorry… he didn’t make it” Tears filled his eyes.

Micah shook his head… trying to process… “but… but.. ” he searched Abel’s face for a shred of hope… but there was none

“no… man… I know… I know..” Abel held him…close… as the sobs rose and fell like the pounding of a merciless sledge hammer.

Kate held Micah’s limp hands as Abel held up his brother… she knew every heart rending sob that escaped his lips felt like an explosion in his swollen head. And yet he would continue to sob. The tears came as she watched Micah’s eyes paint a vivid picture of the impossibility of the physical and emotional pain that he was suffering. She closed her eyes and prayed for mercy…

a nurse rushed in “I’m sorry I came as soon as I could… ” she quickly emptied a syringe into Micah’s IV. “you told him?” she queried disapprovingly…

“We had to… he asked” answered Abel still supporting his brother

Micah relaxed as the meds quickly took the edge off… he laid back and drifted off to sleep.

the nursed shooed Kate and Abel out of the room.

“Do you think he will be ok now?” Abel stared through the glass at Micah.

“It’s hard to say Abel” Kate answered. “I mean, he watched his friend get hit by a truck and die! Abel you should have seen him when he came in here.. he was covered in Carlos’ blood… I thought he was another accident victim!

Abel just stood looking off into space…” I can’t imagine… just can’t…” he choked back a sob.

“When will your parents get in” Kate quickly changed the subject.

“They should be here in 2 hours” Abel glanced at his watch. ” is your shift up?”

“Yes, they let me off when I told them Micah was a friend.” Kate put her face in her hands

“Come on Kate.. It’s ok..” Abel stood awkwardly… wondering whether to offer a shoulder or not.

Kate composed herself quickly. “well should we grab some coffee?” she feigned a smile

“Sure!” Abel welcomed a change of venue. “So you said you are the ER receptionist?” Abel looked at her quizzically

“Triage!” Kate playfully scowled at Abel…”I already told you! they are not the same thing!”

Abel and Kate headed towards the cafeteria.

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A young woman sits numbly in the ER waiting area… her children playing in the play area close by, tomorrow… daddy isn’t coming home.

The phone rings… a pastor answers and within moments bows his head…

A tear falls, staining the police report as the officer recounts the events of a young man struggling with police after witnessing a tragic accident.

An ER doctor sits in the lounge exausted and watching a couple drinking coffee together. Today was one of the bad ones… the ones that stick with you for a while…

2 hours away the low pitched bark of a 727 touching down on the tarmac welcomes flight 645 to Tampa Florida.

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Gabriel reaches for his cell phone… “YEP?” “No not busy… oh?…..who?… he did?…that’s a rough one… alright.. heading there now… thanks for letting me know… ah huh… yep… alright bye.”

Jason the bald guy
jasonthebaldguy.com

Tags: Art, brother, dad, Mac, pain, shred, sin, The Prophet

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The Prophet (Chapter2)

// February 19th, 2009 // 2 Comments » // My Novel

“tick tick BOOM, Im gonna … d.. . and my … homies.. wiki wiki.. Hey! ” Micah shuffled along mumbling the lyrics…from a hip hop song earbuds firmly wedged in his ears to block outside noise.. he occasionally nodded at passers by with a distinct gangsta chin lift. He sauntered into the t-shirt shop, punched the time card, and bounced onto the printing floor pumping his fist and mumbling half expletives from the song lyrics. He picked up a workorder and glanced over it still stumbling through the song… “

“HEY!”
Micah looked up startled. “eh, oh hey carlos..” as he pulled the earbuds out.
Carlos shook his head, “man thats what I don’t understand about you dude!”
“what!?” Micah looked at him quizzically…
“that song!…I mean I like it and all, but I mean… I thought you were… you know…
Micah rolled his eyes… “aww come on!!! its just a song dude!”
“Hey, I’m just sayin… it don’t make sense!” carlos continued- “you run around singing about bustin caps and slappin hoes… and then you are talking about your ‘biiiible stuuuuudies’” he ended- dramatically wagging his head for emphasis.
Micah looked at him angrily… “look its just a song… I… “
“Don’t bother man” Carlos said carelessly, “I’m just sayin it don’t make no sense… and thats why I don’t go to church!… I look at it this way… at least I… ” he thumped his chest “am being true to myself!”
“I like these songs because these guys are being authentic!” Micah argued “They are talkin about real life! and all the stuff they have to deal with!”
“Authentic? Man you christians are really screwed up aren’t you?!” Carlos shook his head… “Those songs are not for you! You are a halfbreed preppy, beach bum wannabee from Mr. Rogers Neighborhood!… you have no idea what these guys are even talking about in their songs!… all you know is what you see on the movies… its not like that man!… ” Carlos was getting worked up. “Authentic?.. what do you know about authentic?”
“I know tons!” Micah retorted ” I am authentic.. I know I do things that most christians wouldn’t do… I drop an F’bomb once in a while… you know… keepin it real… but I don’t pretend to be perfect… and THAT… makes ME authentic… ” Micah stopped… noticably pleased with himself.

Carlos stared at Micah in amazement… “Man you tick me off so much! the way you act so… so… I don’t know what you call it but MAN it TICKS me OFF!… Carlos looked down at the floor shaking his head, finding himself suddenly furious. He looked up “Forget you Man!” he jabbed his pointed finger in micah’s chest and pushed him back… then turned and stormed away to the back of the building.

Micah shook his head in amazement. “geez! wonder what got into him this morning!” he said looking back towards the store front… Olivia the new sales girl had just walked through the door to see what all the commotion was. He looked at her and shrugged casually…”who knows!” as he rolled his eyes, and turned back to the workorder on the clipboard.

Micah looked up from his work… he had seen Carlos around the print floor but had pretty much avoided him all day. He was still puzzled as to why Carlos had gotten so upset. As he clocked out he chanced a look back into the print floor and Carlos was walking toward him. Micah started to turn, but decided to exit quickly and wait to see how tomorrow felt before opening his mouth again.

Micah strolled across the street to his car. Carlos quickly punched his time card and started after him.
“Micah, hold up a sec… I need to…. ” WHAM!
Micah turned in dread hearing the sickening thud of a delivery truck hitting Carlos at a deadly speed. Everything seemed to move in slow motion; his feet felt like they were made of concrete, his face shook and contorted into a thousand emotional expressions none of which could express what his mind was screaming… NOT CARLOS! NOT HERE! NOT NOW! Micah clutched at his throat feeling like it was completely closed… he weakly croaked out “carlos….noo”
The truck skidded and veered slamming into a parked car on the side of the road… suddenly people were everywhere… cellphones out… blocking traffic… screaming… it was utter chaos.

A man ran over to Carlos to see if he could help him… as soon as he got close he stopped and dialed 911 “I am on the corner of 6th avenue and main… look you gotta come quick.. this guy is in bad shape and if you don’t get here soon… ” he choked back tears… and turned away.

Micah stumbled towards Carlos falling on his knees and grabbing his hand.. “Carlos… man you gonna be ok aright?” blood seemed to be everywhere, Micah struggled to focus on Carlos’ face as he reached blindly to feel for a pulse but his heart was racing so fast that he could not have felt a hammer pounding much less a weak pulse. Micah shuddered and sucked in air like a drowning man… “COME ON!” he shouted at Carlos… shaking him gently and sobbing…

The paramedics arrived and pulled Micah away. “He’s my friend… my friend… he sobbed weakly as they helped him to the curb. Micah sat in shock on the curb as the paramedics quickly worked to try to resuscitate Carlos. He was covered in Carlos’ blood… so thick he couldn’t stand it… he gagged at the slickness as he tried to wipe it off, this was too much blood… too much! The truck driver was now talking to the police about the accident… sooo many people were talking on cell phones and yelling and crying…. Olivia was right beside him crying… and the Truck driver!… he just kept saying… “Man he just jumped out in front of me… there was nothing I could do!”
“If he says that one more time…” Micah thought… as he stood up and turned towards the truck driver..
“I’m telling you … It was so fast!” The truck driver started again.. “It was like he just jumped out… ” that was as far as he got.
Whack! Micah’s fist slammed into the truck drivers chin. Somehow he had managed to dart between the two policemen and was fully committed to punishing the truck driver for his mistake. the policemen quickly pulled Micah off of the unconcious man. Suddenly Micah found himself with a knee in his back and handcuffs around his wrists… he struggled viciously, maddly against the restraint.. cursing his captors and sobbing in grief. Finally they managed to get him in the back of the squad car and turned to the now concious truck driver.

The police were now completely confused and trying to sort out things… from the squad car Micah could see Olivia pointing at him and the pool of blood on the street where Carlos had been… CARLOS! he slammed his head on the squad car window like a mad animal trying to escape a hopeless fate… the police once again rushed to the squad car to subdue him. As they opened the car door he lunged at them blindly, spilling out onto the pavement and smacking his head against the curb… a bright flash of light… then darkness. Mercifully, Micah was unconcious.

Tags: Art, christian, christians, dread, Mac, punch, sin, The Prophet

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The Prophet (Chapter1)

// February 9th, 2009 // No Comments » // My Novel

Micah rolled out of bed and stretched. The alarm clock droned some AM station that was just out of range and sounded more like static than music. He slapped at it lazily almost knocking it off the bedside stand. “the rat race begins” he thought… he ambled around the room finding clothes that didn’t stink… worn out t-shirt, un-buttoned button up, busted up cargo pants, and sandals that looked like they were 2000 years old. He called them his “Jesus shoes”. He moved into the kitchen dropping two budget friendly toaster pastries into the toaster. He peered into the sweet tea pitcher on the counter… inspecting it for stray “alien objects”, being satisfied, he proceeded to find a clean tumbler… he found one in the sink that looked ok, ran it under the tap for a moment and mumbled “caveman clean” and proceeded to fill it with the 3 day old brew. The toaster pastries smelled of burning sugar so he flipped the lever, wondering why they don’t really fly out of the toaster like on TV. He walked to the bathroom and pulled a swig of mouthwash, swished a few times, and spit. Smiling into the mirror he pumped a dollop of hair junk and ran his hands through his hair leaving it more messy than when he started. He wiped the remainder on his cargo pants as he grabbed the sweet tea and the toaster pastries and he was out the door.

The Ford Fiesta started ok and Micah bumbled along listening to his favorite radio station… the talk show rollicked on with jokes and gritty humor. He grinned occasionally at the antics of the hosts. Soon the segment ended and he switched to a religious station for a few moments of piety before work… a radio host was quoting, “My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me” and ambled on talking about other things… Micah being the thoughtful type… started thinking… My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me… hmm what does that mean exactly… what was Jesus saying? His mind just kept getting stuck on “My sheep hear my voice” that always bugged him how people say they can hear God… but not really… whats “not really?” either you do or you don’t right? … It always irritated him that educated christians seemed to have all these exceptions for things that Jesus always said plainly… as if he always spoke in code or something. Samuel in the bible heard God… he even thought it was someone else calling him! seems plausible that God is not above speaking to us in reasonable ways, he reasoned. “God, can I really hear your voice?” he mouthes the words silently. “what if I don’t hear your voice? am I not one of your sheep? why do others claim to hear? what do they know that I don’t?” Micah jolted back to reality as a car door slammed next to him.

“hey buddy!” Carlos peered at him through the dirty side window, “great monday huh?” the chicka’s will be flooding the dock today! it is hot!”

Micah nodded absently.

“whats the deal man? bad weekend? “Carlos continued.

“No… no it was ok.. just thinking.” answered Micah

“thas cool, thas cool, as long as you are ready to hit it hard, cause we got a big day ahead of us!”

“what do you mean?” Micah suddenly was paying attention.

“Some idiot made a last minute order and we got to pump out three thouuusand Tee shirts!” Carlos moaned.

“Three thousand?!” Micah exclaimed… “today?”

“Yep! today… ” Carlos deadpanned. “the paint and screens are already set up though, Me and Jamie worked on ‘em this weekend..”

“oh…” Micah seemed releived. “Well thats not so bad then… we can do THAT”

” Gotta love the screen printing business! eh?” Carlos laughed “It is either all or none!”

“ain’t that the truth!” Micah answered. ” Man am i glad I didn’t wear my good clothes!” he sarcastically added.

Carlos feigned amazement. “you have good clothes!?”

“Sure!” Micah counters quickly ” I wore them yesterday, if you would come to church you would get to see them”

“See there you go… bringing up church… why do you have to ruin another perfectly good day by talking about church” Carlos half teased.

“well mebby you ought to try it out” Micah tossed a silkscreen at Carlos, “Can you not work and talk at the same time?”

” I don’t have time for all that goody goody stuff!” Carlos tossed the screen back.. “wrong one”

“sorry” Micah answered “what about me? am I goody goody?”

“kinda” Carlos shrugs

“What! How so!?” Micah stopped, offended.

“Sorry man… but you are!”… Carlos continued… you always think that your cut and dry answers should be enough and most of the time if you really think about it you probably don’t beleive it yourself!”

Micah was stunned… ” I … wha… “

“look man.. enough about religion… lets get these shirts done so we can hit up Maria at the taco shop for lunch” Carlos slapped Micah on the shoulder… “you’re alright buddy… religion is tough!.. thats why I leave it alone… just end up getting kicked in the teeth eventually”

Micah nodded silently… this would sting for a while yet.

Tags: Art, beleive, christian, christians, God, goody, jesus, Love, music, My Kitchen, pain, Religion, sin, The Prophet, Toast, truth

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The Prophet (Prologue)

// February 8th, 2009 // 5 Comments » // My Novel

“Dawn is coming…” Two figures silhouetted by the rising sun, stand motionless watching the slate and violet colors of the night turn to golds and browns of the early morning. A slight chill reveals their their breath, almost in perfect sync, a golden spirit illuminated in the brassy rays of the freshly dawning day star.

“Another day.” Gabriel nods to Micah

“Thank the Lord” Micah breathes.

“any more news?” Micah poses the question as he has so many times.

“No” Gabriel soberly answers. “nothing… only that it feels like everyone is holding their breath.” Gabriel smiles slightly still looking at the sunrise. “but you and I know that’s not the case”

Micah bites his cheek… and turns slightly… “Look, I know this is not such a big deal to you… but it is to us! this changes everything!”

“not a big deal?” Gabriel turns to Micah with a piercing gaze… “not a big deal?… my friend this is what everything has been leading up too! how can you say it is not a big deal to us? do you not think this changes things for us also?”

” I… ” Micah started..

“Look!” Gabriel interrupted. “Just because you see things in such a narrow manner doesn’t mean that I have to! I am here to open your eyes my friend, and only at your insistence! you requested this!”

“I know… I know…” Micah nods, “It’s just that sometimes I forget… my perspective gets all out of line.”

Gabriel rests his hand on Micah’s shoulder. “It is all under control… be at peace my friend… do what you can, your job is not to interfere, but to assist.”

Micah drops his chin to his chest, and looks back up seriously “easier said than done… they look at me like I have an incurable disease!”

Gabriel raises his hand …
“I know I know! ” Micah interupts, smiling. “you don’t have to say it..”

Gabriel nods half smiling “alright my friend, until next time?”

Micah nods… looking back at the sunrise. “until next time… “

Tags: Art, peace, perspective, sin, spirit, sun, The Prophet

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Stress… killing me softly

// January 26th, 2009 // 6 Comments » // My Confessions, My Thoughts

America lives on anti-depressants, the streets are littered with junkies, the high rises are packed with addicts. Movie theaters crowded with zombies, living-rooms and basements scattered with twitching bodies plugged into wireless xbox headsets, the malls are teeming with card swiping kleptomaniacs. Everyone trying to get their fix… is reality so bad that we must at every chance attempt to escape it?

About a year ago I experienced a panic attack and I have to say… stress definitely does not fight fair. I quickly got to a doctor thinking I had heart problems… after 5 weeks of tests.. I found out I was having panic attacks. I quickly evaluated the situation and decided to make some hard choices.

#1 get medicated
#2 find out what was causing the stress

One thing I have learned to do is not lie to myself because

  1. taking an honest look at your life has its benefits…
  2. evaluating yourself is cheaper than a psychiatrist
  3. I already know what the answers are I just need to admit them!

So I took an honest evaluation.. and found out some interesting things about myself…

  • I am more stressed when I don’t get enough sleep
  • I am more stressed when I don’t get everything done that I should have
  • I am more stressed when I worry about money
  • I am more stressed when I gripe at my wife
  • I am more stressed when I fuss at my kids
  • When I am stressed I like to “relax” – watch TV, play video games, surf the internet, and go shopping.
  • When I “relax” I am always fussing at my kids for interrupting me
  • When I “relax” I gripe at my wife for asking me to help her
  • When I “relax” I tend to spend money
  • When I “relax” I rarely take care of my responsibilities.
  • When I “relax” I often find myself staying up late and losing sleep.

this leads me to a formula that specifically describes why I have stress in my life..

S = N x T

Stress = (Number of Idols) x (Time spent satisfying my idols)

you may disagree with my formula… and you are welcome to! but hear me out.

Idolatry is the simple act of placing something at a higher priority than God. While we may often croon about how God is the most important thing in our life our actions betray us… He often is so far down on the list that it is hard to find him amongst all the other “important” things.

so the simple rule is… if you expend yourself more on something than you do on God… That, my friend …. is an idol.

If you look at Idolatry it has always been pretty stressful! look at the prophets of Baal when they had a showdown with Elijah… they danced around like idiots and and cut themselves… hoping that somehow the empty skies would rain fire on their altar. This went on for so long Elijah started making fun of them!…

Then he saunters over to God’s altar and says… ‘hey can you light this?’ (I know it is highly paraphrased) and God brought down a column of fire so hot that it evaporated all the water and turned everything else to ashes!

So I guess I need to spend less time with my Idols so I am not so stressed!

Tags: addictions, Art, choice, choices, Fun, games, God, idolatry, Kids, one thing, sin, stress, The Prophet, worry

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